Her grave

Posted by Zave | Posted in , , , , , , , | Posted on 20:39

"When shall you next come?"
She asked in childish disgust.
"Soon enough, I'm waiting...",
I had said with a hint of lust!
And now I walk by her grave,
Vowing never to love again,
Having brutally lost my loved first!

A vague answer was all I had,
And the confusion remains still,
Be it the bright hopeful irritating day,
Or the sulky refreshing night's chill!
As I stare at her grave in disbelief,
Wanting to find reasons to live,
To refrain myself from my own kill.

And all I do is murmur my words,
A group of syllable all confused,
With beads of brine in my eyes,
Which always seems to be glued!
As I mourn by her grave all along,
Trying to wash off the blood,
Of my injured, lost and defeated mood.

I still do what I had always done,
Pouring my silly heart to her,
And then try to relive in the past,
The only moments we had too few.
As I sit by her grave like she was mine,
Trying to seek the wedlock blessing,
From the ignorant heavenly dew.

Trying to read the delusive signs,
Of the self less bird's chatter,
Or the irritated ant's countless stings,
All of which at once seem to matter.
As I rest by her grave still tranquil,
Thinking of ways to get back to her,
Right at the moment or even latter.

The world calling back to me,
Laughing at me in disguise,
But I keep eluding them,
Be it the eternal fool or the wise!
As I cling to her grave so tight,
Never to leave her out of sight,
For no worthy and earthly prize!

The days come to their end,
But my ever lonely miseries do not,
Replenish them myriad times,
Keeping them burning and hot!
As I kiss her grave good night,
Never wanting to part ways with her,
Like I had always thought!

Walking away I try to feel her,
Even when I know she is no more,
Still believing I could live in her absence,
Knowing none could heal this heart's sore,
I keep coming back to her grave,
Not knowing how to ever let her go,
Who was once a part of my soul, my core!

Comments (10)

Lovely and depressing composition

Keep up the good work

@Tarun Mitra-
Thank you for visiting my blog and commenting.
Glad you like it.

Zave, is this for real? I really can't say more..

Umm... No not exactly real. Its kind of an imagination.

nice bt depressing..nt xactly depressing bt a different wrld f thot..

Could be please elaborate. Though I kind of can guess what you mean.

yaar...pta nahi hw to elaborate...i feel wen u wer writing this u had a view point different frm the usual one....

Yes, you could say so. But this feeling is not totally alien to me.

A beutiful one by you my friend.....
Everything, from lover's feelings to damn world reaction to it, was so nicely expressed......
i am goin to follow it coz of dis post for sure......
waiting for another such one.....

cheers :)

@The Aspirant-
Thank you for your kind words.
I hope to write more like this.

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